Afar

I rather love you from afar because only from afar I can’t hurt you!You are too precious for me to hurt you! My volatility brings dismay to the life of those that are born in any month including those born on the month of May.  If I could fix myself, I would. I need your […]

Life can be unfair.

It’s fucked up how life sometimes takes turns that are seemingly unjust. As a North Grand student it’s been now 4 students that I’ve known that have gotten killed. One had a gang affiliation, the other got runned over on his bike, and two got killed seemingly because their identity was mistaken. The last one […]

Tear in my Heart by Twenty One Pilots

Ahn nyang ha se yo Sometimes you’ve got to bleed to know, That you’re alive and have a soul, But it takes someone to come around to show you how. She’s the tear in my heart, I’m alive, She’s the tear in my heart, I’m on fire, She’s the tear in my heart, Take me […]

No Ending

When my psychologist asks me about your existence, I compare your existence to the existence of dragons, You were an object of my imagination, You were an apparition brought about, by my many bouts with drugs  Emotional instability, brought about by my inability to face things clearly  Thus leaving a myriad of unfinished stories… 

I’ve felt this way many times. 

Vampire Weekend – I Think Ur A Contra I had a feeling onceThat you and ICould tell each other everythingFor two monthsBut even with an oathWith truth on our sideWhen you turn away from meIt’s not rightI think you’re a contraMy revolution thoughtsYour little arrows of desireI want to trace them to the sourceAnd the wireBut […]

I’m doing alright. 

Don’t say it’s my fault. Don’t say that I didn’t like you.  Look at yourself your mirror and you’ll see that your insecurities were the problem.  I really did like you, but other faces you wanted to explore.  You followed your friend’s advice and it became for me time to say goodbye.  I’ve been writing […]