I woke up today thinking about fate
Thinking about how it’s a fake
I can totally relate
All my life I’ve been a fake.
Let me explain,
They tell me to smile and I smile
My smile is fake
I use it to hide this endless pain
I’m not ok.
Drugs won’t take it away.
Others aren’t to blame,
The psychologist says that it’s a sort of disorder
I was on the swings today with my cousin Ezekiel
I was smiling, to the top of the world I felt I was climbing.
Minutes passed and sadness took upon me.
Manic depression go away
I want to be ok
Love please tell me everything is gonna be ok.